waves

It's just this empty sea in my head..I don't know how to explain it..There is this sea and I know it is there and I can see it, but there are no waves. I need those waves. I need to hear them, to let them embrace me, to feel them, to feel both my skin and my soul swimming between them. But there's just salt and water and some sand. And I am sad. The sea is empty and so am I. I wanna feel those fucking waves. I wanna feel that things that's missing. I wanna fill that emptiness somehow.